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i watch the pale light that shines down
from the full moon dance across my blankets
i lay still.
unsure of how to move.
every heavy breath i take in, an anvil on my chest.
something deep inside tells me that everything is going to get better from this point on,
but on the surface,
nothing is right.
and it feels like nothing will ever be right again.
i lay here, alone, in a bed
cold stone against my restless skin.
i haven't been this lost in a place so familiar.
maybe i should have felt like this months ago..
but it's only hits me now.
all of the newly found regrets come crawling up my throat from the pits of my stomach
And wisper taunting words of my faults at my wimpering heart.
the force of this moment pushes tears from just the corner of my eyes,
down my bare cheeks.
i taste the dull salt from my trickiling tears.
i decide to roll over.
i find comfort when i can no longer feel my cold tears on my shaking skin.
with my face buried in this pillow,
i take one last deep breath,
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